i'm going crazy. i just had a very long talk with my collection of pikachu and Winnie the pooh stuffed toys. cuz i started to remember some of the sad memories in these past few years. then i went to talk to my leeteuk poster, which i pasted on my wall, on the issue that he should be open about his rs if he has one but not now cuz i'm still preparing for my exams so he should wait till december, even though i srsly hope that there's nothing going on between him and taeyeon. i hope i don't offend anyone, but seriously i don't ship leeteuk-taeyeon. and neither do i ship hae-sica too.

AHHH! i'm staring at the poster again and feel like having another long talk with leeteuk. I MUST BE CRAZY.

and my essay is still in the thinking process. intro wrote out of point somemore. whattheangelfish. sigh.