oh and anyway last tuesday went to the skin centre for my appointment. doctor says my case is just eczema LOL. but its for life wtf. FOR LIFE. which means if my skin barrier is weak (what is skin barrier? I ALSO DUNNO LOL.) the rash will break out again. SIAN. so i'll need to depend on moisturisers for the whole of my life. SIGH. my life is always full of ups and downs. there's not a moment of stability. i'm tired. i'm off to shower and then go to bed early. math paper tmr. my brain has to function at 100% efficiency.