the heart wrenching pain. gosh. i thought i was wayyyyyyyy over that period of time. but, APPARENTLY NOT. if not why do i even feel pain. FUCK.

anyway. i'm dying to meet hweeling this weekend. got loads to tell her. cuz even though she might give sarcastic remarks here and there, she is the one who is truly there for me since we were friends in secondary school. (: i thank my fortune to have her as my friend. (: (: (:

i really need some time to myself. as the saying goes, a picture says a thousand words. hopefully, i wont see her in yewtee when i'm out. I BETTER NOT SEE HER. cuz i now know how you look like, i might just do something that only a crouching charboh pouncing man-eater will do. which is, simply put, try to trip you by stretching out my leg when you walk past me. so watch out, LADY. you're my target for revenge.

on another sad note, my cough's still not getting any better. damn pekcek. worse come to worse i'll have to go to the private clinic and ask for antibiotics. cuz polyclinic doesn't give antibiotics. and its not the first time i'm having these dry coughs that comes in a coughing fit.

and i shall hereby promise myself, never to let history repeat itself. never shall i accept someone just because i got rejected. because no miracles will happen to me.