i'm tired. seriously tired. i'm trying my best to wash my hands off their matter. but it keeps coming back to haunt me. i should have known better in the first place. now, i've been thoroughly made use of and thrown aside. BUT WHO CAN I BLAME? no one else but me. but did i see these coming? oh well, maybe partially. but i really didn't expect things to turn out like this.

alright i need to stop harping on this matter. even if i have to kill myself, i will not think about it too much.

and i dont like people who dont reply to my smses. then got guts to come get angry at me when i dont reply their smses. dont worry lee, i'm not talking about you. (:

i've decided not to work during the march hols. i need to study. LOTS OF STUDY TIME. if not i might as well withdraw from school.

but actually i've already thought of a back up plan if i dont get good results next year. still, i really really hope i wont get to put that plan into action. I WANT TO GET INTO A UNI. *prays hard* oh sorry. i should be working hard. lol. alright back to work. GOODBYE! (: