I CAN NEVER EVER COMMUNICATE WITH MY MUM. EVER.

i've been damn angry at her since yesterday. i told her i wanted to buy coleslaw from kfc for supper that night cuz i'm going to have to burn the midnight oil. she said, "LATER". so i waited. and then went to buy necessities at ntuc with her. after that, she just walked over to the bus stop to take the bus home. MAN I WAS FURIOUS OKAY. that wasnt the first time already okay. everytime i tell her anything she forgets about it the next moment. all she ever remembers are the "wrongs" that my dad did to her. she's PARANOID, i'm very sure of that. i'm not going to elaborate on that cuz its not within my topic. she remembers whatever my brothers tell her. BUT NEVER EVER WHAT I SAY TO HER. previously while i was still working, i told her i was booked for work a few days before the actual day. on the actual day when i was preparing to go out, she come screaming at me and asking where i'm going. i told her i got work that day,  which i told her before already, AND SHE SAID NO I DID NOT TELL HER. WTF! it didn't happen once too. it was quite afew times. so i got scolded for HER OWN FAULT FOR A FEW TIMES. damn angry you know. and then now she and my dad not talking to each other is also because of her own paranoia. she keeps thinking my dad has a mistress outside. BUT HELLO MY FATHER STILL GIVES HER DAILY ALLOWANCE ON TOP OF MONTHLY ALLOWANCE OKAY. if he had a woman outside he wouldn't have a single cent to give her already. simple logic she also cannot understand. thats why i must study hard and not be so illiterate like her, and then always think the bad side of every single little thing.

i still cannot tahan staying in the house. everyone thinks yesterday was MY FAULT. yeah right my fault cuz i CLOSED my room door (note: CLOSED. not SLAMMED) while my brother gets forgiveness the very next day by default even when he SLAMS the door? NICE.