feeling frustrated today. not going to elaborate further. i just want to delete the knowledge that a certain someone has the flu. anyhows, serves you right. ya i know i sound evil, but i am in a snappy mood today. and alot of people are getting on my nerves now. and i mean my mum, brothers and father. GROWR! D:< its not my fault that the school likes to give travel declaration forms. besides, my passport has expired since dunno how many donkey years ago. so i'm like, "locked" in the country LOL.

i'm like 18 already. yet my mum still controls everything. its as though she hates it that i can be as free as i want to but she cant. *sigh* it was their decision to suddenly create a baby out of the blue. its not my fault lor. i did not say i want another brother because all it will do is create more trouble. i really hate being the oldest in the family. TSK.

and that dumbshit in-charge still hasn't called me yet. he's damn inefficient. its as though he dunno my existence. dont care. i'm going to ring him up tmr. i want more work! i need more $$$$! D: because i want to get a new phone and an mp3. and i want new clothes. (: