i'm kind of pissed at myself. why oh why didn't i just get myself out of the way!? ugh i wanted to save myself from the paiseh-ness but i guess things just happened. but anyways i already said you aren't supposed to make a joke out of it but somehow i get this feeling that you are really a damned blabbermouth. can't you just shut your trap for once!? stop being so damn egoistic. it totally shouts YUCK.

anyhows, accompanied anggun during her interact meeting today. didn't go for my own cca cuz biqin yanngee soonseng and yongsen wont be there anyways. SIGH. after that went to pizza hut to eat with anggun. and sorry liyana, we couldn't make it to orchard in the end ): hope you had a nice time with mr. pork chops. (: (and i hope he didn't irritate you) (: (: (:

and today my house is in chaos AGAIN. always i have to suffer this kind of shit when i get home every other day. it was not me who made her angry. it was THEM. not ME. so why do i have to get this kind of treatment even when i'm 100% innocent? this is driving me crazy. D:<

going to chill now. i need some time to get my emotions in check.

and terence, PLEASE REPLY MY SMS. ASAP. but no worries. i wont be leaving any missed calls. i'm not that extreme haha. but still, pleasepleasePLEASE reply ASAP. i need to plan my schedule. and i am going to keep myself out of his sight from tomorrow onwards. (:

oh and turns out that i didn't have to go for the bmtc trip today. but i was kinda looking forward to it. BUMMER. ):