can someone just end my life right here, right now and relieve me of the pain i'm being put through constantly at home? noone is helping to lift my mood up. everyone is grumbling about how bad their life is blahblahblah. BUT WHAT ABOUT ME? just because i dont tell them does NOT mean that i have NONE. this is like shit. i even have to resort to venting my anger on my blog. what has my world become to? ):