screw the case study. GROWR!

went to school EARLY IN THE MORNING @ 8AM today! managed to get all the definitions in my head after 2 hours of last minute cramming. then i was just looking here and looking there from about 10+am. LOL. in the end, the essay question for positive externality was similar to what the teacher went through. and i just happened to just SKIM through that golden piece of material. D: life's UNFAIR. (my brother:" but there's nothing you can do anyway. so just shut up and accept it lah.") yep! even my brother has gotten tired of me nagging and nagging at him HAHAHAHAHA.

and to those who noticed my msn nick, i'm reallyreallyREALLY worried. now i can understand how catherine felt when her father was diagnosed with leukaemia. i'm afraid of losing my father. he was hospitalised yesterday for high blood pressure. i know its not a big deal but...he's always working from early morning till late night and i rarely get to see him so there's nobody who can remind him and make sure he takes his medication. because my father hates to take medicine, apparently. my father has a follow up on monday. but i got math paper in the afternoon that day. D: then my parents aren't exactly talking to each other nowadays. my parents are damn childish i know. everyone keeps telling me that, even my aunts.

i've already lost my uncle. i dont wish to lose another person so dear to me. especially since the person we are talking about here is my FATHER.

gosh now my mother comes and tell me my father's hypertension and high blood pressure is hereditary. O: i must really go for a full body check up soon.