it sounds creepy but...my uncle committed suicide last night. then, i had a restless sleep yesterday night, cuz its as though i felt...never mind. no one will believe anyway. i dont want to think about it too. my mum just went down to see my uncle off, together with my 2 brothers. i decided not to go because of certain womanly reasons. i tried to get my youngest brother to follow me but he insists on following my mom. so i cant do much about it i guess.

going out to study as planned yesterday. i dont feel like staying at home alone.

rest in peace, uncle. you'll be dearly missed by everyone who loves you as who you are. even though its not like you are a very good brother to my mum and aunts, you are still, their brother, and my uncle. i'll always miss you, and your laughter.