i have just realised i made a damn wrong turn in my life path last year. a serious wrongwrongWRONG turn. if i had stuck to my decision and went against my mother, perhaps all of these might not happen. i might have been able to keep a low profile, might have a chance to meet better people and not effed up people, and continue being naive about life. instead of having to learn about the cold, hard fact through tons of painful experiences. gosh how i hate things now.

some people are being damn overbearing. damn you. yes, YOU.

gosh if i effing cry tomorrow its going to be YOUR fault.

where are you when i need you the most?