ended up not doing any studying today. didn't feel like it anyway. so please dont blame yourself, hweeling (: so we went to lots of places haha. like, lot1? then we went jurong point. saw kuanyuan there lol. and i have made a new resolution! i'm going to save up enough money to buy new FBTs! (: so i'll need about...40 bucks? yep.

heard that my younger brother is going to attend some ritual on thursday to call back my uncle's soul. and it so happens that thursday is the 15th day. i dont feel good about thursday. but there's nothing i can do. mum told me i can dont go. since i got chem test on friday. and i can be excused from fri's wake as well. cuz my uncle's going to be cremated on friday morning. i cant help but worry. screw the chem test. hmph.

please dont let anything bad happen. PLEASE. i just cant help but worry until everything is over. GOSH.